I Don't Believe in a Cure, but I Do Believe in Bacon, and that is Cured.

"The more sincerely he tried to explain things, the more a fog of insincerity came to hang over everything."  Haruki Murakami

I was speaking with a business colleague yesterday.  He lives in California.  He said Hello from Covid California.   We talked about how life had changed since the pandemic.  He said he wasn't too excited about getting a vaccine. He thought a treatment was what was needed. 

I said to him, you can wait forever, but a cure will never happen. The common cold is a coronavirus.  Have "THEY" cured that?  HIV is a virus- have we cured that?  Cancer is not a virus, but we have been raising money to find the cure for many, many years.  Are the treatments better, do people live longer, or are we still shouting Fuck Cancer?   

The entire medical establishment and big pharma are not programmed for cures.  They are programmed for treatments.   The money is not in a cure.  The money is always tied to the prolonging.  

I started wondering about the word "cure" and how the origin might differ than the word secure.  We seem to be obsessed with the ideas of cures and security.  Kind of like Hopes (cure) and Fears (security).  The word "cure" was in usage before "secure" by a couple hundred years.  We had the cure before we were secure.  We had hopes before fears.   We had Obama, whose brand was hope, and now have Trump, whose brand is fear.  

The word Cure comes from the Latin word cura,  meaning "care, concern, trouble." Later, it came to mean "means of healing" and even later as " successful remedial treatment of a disease."  

Let's not forget church and state. Cure is also related to the word Curate from the Latin curatus, past participle of curare, meaning " to take care of".  Sure, that is what the church does.  Churches or religions, offer hope as their drug of choice.  But if the hope isn't selling, advertisers never fail to use good old fashioned fear as their motivator.   Hell was not invented for fallen angels.  Hell is the repository of our fears, the sweet home Alabama for our Mammons and Data.   

Around 1743, the word cure also came to be associated with preparing for preservation by drying, salting etc.  This is widely used in relation to fish, pork, etc.  The fish and pork were not healed, they were preserved.   They were not safe and secure, nor were they very hopeful, as they were already dead.

But they were given a new life, a second chance to please, preserved from the dangers of rotting, preserved for another time, blessed with an extended shelf life.  We did not "cure" them, but improved their Best Before date.   

Is there evidence of preserving humans with salt or brine?  Many of us are working on a home pickling project, but there is little proof that a pickled man lasts any longer than a non-pickled man.  In fact, pickling in that context, rarely leads to longer life.   Neither does smoking, although many people smoke fish and meat for preservation purposes.  

Please note that there is very little ancient connection of the word "cure" to the word "physician." More typically cure was connected to "conjurer."   So is a cure more of a magic trick of smoke and mirrors? Call the doctor or the Witchdoctor?  Which is witch?   Are you a good witch or a bad witch?  

Is this the demon seed of the rampant disbelief in science?  Or is that more rooted in the old mama/daddy authority issues?  

Did you know that the word "ill" is a contracted form of "evil"?  

Johnny: Mother, I am feeling  ill.  

Mother: No Johnny, you are feeling evil.  Learn the difference.  

Is the virus evil, or is evil the virus?  Which is witch?  Is the cure worse than the disease?   The word disease literally derives from dis- and ease, or the absence of ease. Perhaps we just need some more elbow room.   Being quarantined in a small apartment can cause some dis-ease.  We define Elbow Room as the adequate space to move or work in. (e.g. "the car has elbow room for four adults." )  Please cars were bigger at one time.  In today's cars, 4 adults is not a good example of social distancing.

Somewhere in my memories of useless old aphorisms, is this: When you find yourself living in a shoe, move to a boot where you got more room.  

There is an old country song written by Sara Carter of The Carter Family called 50 Miles of Elbow Room, that expresses the yearning for heaven, or to update it -  perhaps just a bigger apartment. After all, times are tough, so we have to lower our expectations in 2020.  "There'll be room to spare when we enter there. On the right hand,  on the left hand, 50 miles of Elbow Room." Here is a nice version from Helen Carter, daughter of Maybelle Carter. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zm8rt5EqiV0

The word "secure" comes from before my time, or more exactly the 1530's. Secure means "without care, dreading no evil", from the Latin securus. Se cura, from se (free from) and cura (care) - see cure."   Of persons, free from care, quiet easy", also in a bad sense, "careless, reckless."   

Free from dis-ease. Full of ease.  Soaking in ease.  Easy Street.  In regard to all things material girl in nature, secure  means "tranquil; free from danger, safe, easy."  Easy Breezy Beautiful Cover Girl.  Bada-bing-bada-boom.

Security!! Security!!  We must secure the perimeter!  Are we free from the cure?  Quick! Remove the mask, she can't breathe.

I  believe security will be called.  I don't believe they will discover a cure.  There is too much money to be made in not finding a cure.  We are happier being secure ( free from cure).  We are looking for treatments.  (from the word treat and mint, a minty treat)   I remember my five year old daughter instructing me on the difference between a treat and a snack.  

All is not lost, as I still have a strong belief system.  I still believe in Bacon, and that is cured, although bacon can become an addiction, and that is hard to cure.

"By this time, I had read the same line in my book a couple hundred times."  Haruki Murakami

THE SHADOW OF YOUR SMILE, THE ORBIT OF YOUR SOUL

The final mystery is oneself. When one has weighed the sun in the balance, and measured the steps of the moon, and mapped out the seven heavens star by star, there still remains oneself. Who can calculate the orbit of his own soul?  Oscar Wilde De Profundis

It's only rock'n'roll, but we like it. Mick Jagger, Rolling Stones

Truth. The final frontier. dense milt

When someone dies, we write what we call an obituary. But when that someone is still alive, if they write about themselves, we call it autobiographical, or memoir. Memoir is from the French memoire- meaning memory. Memoirs are thought to be factual, although James Frey challenged that notion with his "memoir," A Million Little Pieces, an Oprah Book Club pick which was revealed to contain some content that was invented, or made up, to create a more salacious and profitable read. In other words, he lied, but he didn't get away with it.

At densemilt.com, we state our motto at the very top: "Never let the truth get in the way of a good story." We do not play the ball where it lies around here. If we need to kick that ball onto the green, well, we kick the ball. Not in an obvious way, of course, more of a side step, or a sidekick, which is more than the monkey to the grinder. But you know what they say- no monkey- no money.

Creative non-fiction like it's cousin, the autobiographical novel, offers a more transparent form of augmented memory. But since the whole world is on drugs, and almost everybody is subject to some kind of false memory, or especially memory loss, what is "truth" anyway?

It is said that we are living in a post-truth world. We play it safe, we play around with the facts, we know what we like, we eat what we want, we just get 'er done, and we are not afraid to lie to get where it counts.

I am calling this game what it is, and it is a game. It is a performance, sometimes well rehearsed, and sometimes, improvised. Improvisation is making do with what you have on hand, creative reinvention. It is resetting the tables that have turned, it is making it up as you go. Is it as Conway Twitty once said, 'only make believe? ' Are we all just marathon dancers in the make believe ballroom? What is the truth anymore? Is our very existence now nothing more than a travesty of truth? Is this is the orbituary of the soul, the run-around the rosie, the new truth of how we get around, how we are sharpening our survival skills, how we circumvent our venting, how we deny, deflect, and ultimately use the dodge to get out of Dodge?

So here I sit typing away on a cynical sunny Saturday, my chores half done, messing around with words, when I should be out soaking in the sun. Oscar Wilde wrote De Profundis, the words at the top, when he was sent to prison for the crime of loving another man. Laika was sent out in space by the Russians to prove the superiority of the Soviet system; poor Laika had no choice in the assignment.

Mick Jagger is closing in on 80, proving rock n roll is no longer a young man's game. Past his prime, he was Best Before. They forget to refrigerate after opening. While it is easy to make fun of the old guys, they still rock. They still roll. I see you rolling your eyes. "Oh, I didn't know that, but then again, there's only one I've met. An' he just smoked my eyelids An' punched my cigarette."

We are all looking for meaning, especially during this pandemic, when all the old rules are replaced with the new rules. The new rules aren't much different than rules they suggested back in 1917-18, during the Spanish Flu, which truth be told wasn't Spanish after all. Apparently it came from Kansas City. Kansas City Flu did not fit the narrative, so a sidestep. A shuffling of the chairs on the deck of the Titanic. Now the bricks lay on Grand Street where the neon madmen climb. They all fall there so perfectly; it all seems so well timed.  And here I sit so patiently waiting to find out what price you have to pay to get out of going through all these things twice. Bob Dylan.

Are You Still Counting To 20?

"As cognitive scientists who study the human mind, we suggest that this tendency to see human features everywhere is an innate human characteristic, one that automatically alerts you to signs of other people- and helps you make sense of a confusing world. "

From The conversation.com- \humanizing the coronavirus

Back in the late 90's I became the Manager of a bakery called Uprising Breads.  It was a Worker's Cooperative governed with a democratic management structure, which meant that the workers were the true owners; I was hired from within.  I was hired as a baker, worked the counter, did dishes, disastrously drove the bread van one day, took on the role of expanding the wholesale business, and finally, was hired by the collective to manage them.  This was a role of leadership, with limited authority bestowed upon me by the workers whom I managed.   

As such, it was a role that required all the diplomacy I had acquired growing up as the number five  son in a family of seven kids.  I served at their discretion. As the governed were the true owners, all decisions needed to be somewhat transparent, and negotiated.   Truthfully, the role became very similar to that of an elected official.  My authority was consent based; consent was not implicit, but had to be gained through discussion. I was responsible with preparing a better vision that the group would accept.

Let me back up and say that I had no formal training for this position; I am a high school graduate, who had taken acting classes for 8 months.  (Much later I took some courses in copywriting, sales, marketing and purchasing, but my knowledge has always been self taught to some degree.)  

It is said that good judgment comes from experience.  And experience comes from bad judgement.   Another favourite aphorism of mine is "It is the early bird that gets the worm, but it is the second mouse that gets the cheese."  Being an innovator is not always the easiest path; often it is better to come after, and learn from other's mistakes, rather than making them yourself.

Regrets, I've had a few.  Drinks as well, I've had a few.  It is funny at age 62 to ponder the concept of a career.  My job life has always been the means to an end, something I fell into, like hanging with the wrong crowd.  When  I managed the bakery, it was the early 90's.  I managed it for seven years, until the workers had to bring in private investors because the capital needs of one of the businesses had grown beyond the comfort level of investment the workers were prepared to make..  The investor said at one point that the bakery was not "core" to his acquisition strategy, so he offered it to me  for sale.   For many reasons, I chose not to buy the bakery, and it was sold to one of the workers whom I had been managing.  

Now the workers were very confused.  I was still the Manager, and the new owner was one of them, but he had a different vision of how the bakery would run.   I stayed on for another 6 months, until he called me into his office one day ( my co-worker in the office left early that day, and she never left early), and gave me a letter.   In the letter was his offer for me to go away, with compensation, as I was being terminated without cause.  I said thank you, I would consult with my lawyer.   This statement took him aback a bit, but we soon came to an agreement.  And I stayed for another two months and then left.  

I fondly remember this experience and have many memories.  The neighbourhood was working class and left leaning.  As a near original punk, I was familiar with concepts of anarchy, and one of my favourite buttons was QUESTION AUTHORITY.  That was almost a mantra.   Another button said "We don't want the crumbs, we want the whole damn bakery."  

One afternoon, I was having a work meeting with one of the teams on the lawn across from the bakery.  I was trying to make some new policies clear, and gaining approval ( in my mind).   One of the workers disagreed with my idea of starting their shift earlier, and called me a fascist.  I said no, I was far from being a fascist, as real fascists actually killed people. I was just proposing a new work schedule.  Later, we would laugh about the conversation.  

We had a suggestion box for customers to let us know their thoughts.   One customer wrote an angry diatribe against us. We had named a multigrain bun, rolled in sunflower seeds a Hedgehog roll.   He felt that this anthropomorphism of naming a bun after an animal, was indicative of a larger evil.   Such were the daily challenges of running a hippie bakery in a post-punk time.  

For some reason, this trip down memory lane was sparked by the quote at the top in regards to how we try to humanize this virus, COVID 19.   The President called it our Invisible Enemy, and perhaps for a change, he is right.   Since 9/11, and War on Terror,  the US has been chasing phantoms, fears and invisible enemies.  Since fear is such a great motivator, it is important to always have something or someone to fear.  This new enemy is kind of perfect, in that it is invisible.  So the battle against it has become a war of words, a war of ways of life, a war of public health vs. warped concepts of freedom and liberty.  A war of facts, of who one chooses to believe, with various "news sources" competing for ratings, and pushing their own agendas of fear. Now anonymous YouTube videos are being held up as authority to believe in.    

I am reminded of the concept of "when everything is a priority, then nothing becomes the priority."  More importantly, nothing gets done if everyone is staking out positions, with no agreement even on what constitutes reality anymore.   No wonder we are all starting to feel like we are losing our minds.

In a recent interview, Dr. Anthony Fauci was speaking about the anger and death threats he and his family are experiencing, and said "One of the problems we face in the United States is that unfortunately, there is a combination of an anti-science bias that people are - for reasons that sometimes are, you know, inconceivable and not understandable - they just don't believe science and they don't believe authority."

I think Fauci is on to something here.  There are so many people who deny the reality of climate change, even though the vast majority of scientists believe this threat to be real and credible.  More and more, we are seeing alt-this and alt-that, conspiracies galore.  

Three years ago, I wrote a song satirizing these conspiracy theorists called ICEWALL.   The lyrics are almost tame now with the current level of crazy going on.  I wanted to write a love song from the point of view of a conspiracy theorist.  My daughter had introduced me to the concept of the Icewall, which flat earthers believe surrounds the flat earth, keeping all the oceans from falling off the edge.  

My lyrics:

ICEWALL

Let me take you to the icewall, and fall in love

I will hold you like the icewall holds the sea and stars above

And I know you believe me

Unless you’re part of this vast conspiracy

So let me take you to the icewall, and fall in love.

Remember 911 was an inside job

That’s what I learned from my Uncle Bob

He should know it’s true, he was there that day

When the CIA shot JFK

And careful, chemtrails make you gay

But liberal women like their men that way

And sex with animals, that’s ok

When they look at you that certain way.

Remember Jimmy Hoffa, he was never found

And DB Cooper never hit the ground

A tree falls in the forest- no sound

And some fools say the world is round

Round here we don’t take vaccines

Don’t want to wind up like Avril Lavigne

What Chad Kroeger did to her was so mean

When he made her his lizard queen.

The world ends and what happens next

You were my world til you sent that text

Said you don’t love me and please don’t call

Don’t want to hear about my damned Icewall.

I hear Donald Trump has aides

Who make him swastika pancakes

And sex with Nazis, that’s ok

When they look at you that certain way.

Let me take you to the icewall, and fall in love

I will hold you like the icewall holds the sea and stars above

And I know you believe me

Unless you’re part of this vast conspiracy

So let me take you to the icewall, and fall in love.

Dennis Mills all rights reserved.  2017.(c)

Early on in this pandemic, we were told by Public Health officials to wash our hands for 20 seconds, and maintain social distancing.  These officials are scientists, with training in epidemiology, viruses, and prevention.   

Should we question their authority?   

Does some angry guy on YouTube really know more than someone who has been studying and practicing this type of thing for decades?   

Are you still counting to 20 when you wash your hands? 

The stages of pandemic grief

THE STAGES OF PANDEMIC GRIEF


In the stages of pandemic grief, I went from anger to fiction without stopping at denial.
Or so I glibly remarked on a recent Instagram post.  A friend asked me to expand upon this remark.
So let me attempt to shine some light on the daylight darkness we are all living in.

Elisabeth Kubler-Ross (pardon the lack of umlaut- I have no idea how to pull that up on this platform)  postulates the five stages of grief as being a series of emotions that one goes through in experiencing grief:



1. Denial
2. Anger
3. Bargaining
4. Depression
5. Acceptance

Why only five stages is the first question?  If a man wrote this, there would be at least 10.  The Top Ten stages of Grief.   So what would the other five stages be?

1. What the fuck?   Denial
2. I am so pissed off!!!! Anger
3. I will trade you this goat for 3 chickens or a bucket.  Bargaining
4. Why a goat?  Why a goat?  What? All I get is a fucking goat?  Depression
5. Ok. I get it. A goat.  Whatever, might as well be a goat.  Acceptance
6. Magical Thinking-Fiction vs. Non-Fiction. Expectations vs Reality. 
7. Science Fiction- Alien Goat sucks souls for breakfast ( on a planet, somewhere, who cares)
8. Secondary Depression.  I mean, I bet you can't just have one.  More like wild mood swings with brief moments of clarity.
9. Science. The science of why- Why?  I mean Why??? For fuck sake WHY!!!!? (contrast with those who do not believe in science- FREEDOM, GUNS, WHITE GOD, KITTENS, KAREN'S, SUPPORT THE TROOPS, TRUMP 2020, CHURCHES SHOULDN'T PAY TAXES, WHY DO I HAVE TO WEAR A MASK, WHY CAN'T I EAT FRIED CHICKEN, BACON AND PEANUT BUTTER IN WHATEVER ORDER I CHOOSE EVERY DAY)
10. Lather, Rinse, Repeat. What? Again? Another loss?  Is anybody keeping score here?  Goats, anyone?

So back to the initial remark.  Pandemic times are so upside down and topsy turvy that we can't even grieve in the right order.  We can't grieve what we are losing, because we are still in the process of losing it.   Who has time to stop and count, take stock, reflect?   Everything is so random.  Former pillars of strength are weeping in a corner.  Everything must be sanitized, torn down, defunded.  The only way out is through it.  The revolution is not being reported on.  The situation is not reflected in the news we are fed.  Queue up, download, ZOOM ZOOM.
Why look what we stepped in here?   It is firmly entrenched in every groove of our shoes, every strand of our hairs, every thought, every day, 24/7, non-stop. 
I am writing this on a computer that my daughter gave me. I guess I gave it to her first, but she gave it back.  My IT guy at work had to set it up twice, because I couldn't remember the password I used in the early months of the pandemic. 
So far in the writing of this rant, I have apparently been subject to two virus attempts, which some program successfully thwarted.  It is almost as if someone was reading my mind.  Or my mail. Or scanning my iris, drawing my blood, drawing me a bath, handing me the razor and saying enjoy the water!   The water is warm.   The water invites.  The water is always waiting and watching.
So back to the initial remark.  The reason I glibly tossed it off was that I could not bring myself to pour my  heart out, and go into more detail. 
In the early days of the pandemic, I had some very dark thoughts.   I was working through the lockdown, going to work every day, taking all the risks we thought we were taking, while my wife and daughter were in lockdown in the 2 bedroom apartment with the dog.  8 legs waiting for me to come home.   Waiting for me to come home and possibly bring the virus back with me, infecting them and as a result becoming responsible for their life or death.  Everyday, taking off my shoes, leaving them outside the door, taking off my clothes, showering, so much soap, so much lather, so much rinsing and repetition. 
They had each other.  I felt as if I needed to ask permission to come aboard, everyday, in my own house.   And I did.  I did need to ask, and I did ask, and I came in and hopefully did not bring this virus with me. 
And there were days when I would feel I was very hot, and I had a cough or sneeze ( that may well and most likely was allergies), and I would try to sleep, thinking I fucking am responsible here, because I am out there, and they are in here.
The daily routines continued, with new rules and alterations.   We had to wash all the food before putting it into the fridge or cupboards, even the cans, bottles and packages.  Throw out the plastic bags.   Fuck the environment, this was an invisible enemy that could kill us. 
As a 62 year old man who had a heart attack at 49, I knew I was dead meat if I caught this.  After about two weeks, I remember one night when my dark thoughts took hold, and ........Well, I don't have to spell it out, do I?  I am no stranger to those kind of thoughts.  When you live with what they call depression,  not just stage 4 and 8 of the above lists, you get used to having those thoughts. 
That is why we medicate, either prescribed or non-prescribed.  That is why we should probably meditate.  One day, I will get around to that. 
That night was about two weeks into what is now about 24 weeks, and seemingly there is no end in sight.
In a pandemic, we grieve for the lives we thought we had. We grieve for the plans that have been changed.  The trips we can no longer take.  The jobs we no longer have.  The jobs we are stuck in.  The songs no one will hear.  The hugs we want to give.  The smell of the crowd.

Normal  meet The New Normal.  Old injustice meet the New injustice.  Old racism and sexism meet the New racism and sexism. 
Life is a process.  You breathe in.   You breathe out.  You break in.  You break out.  You cry in a corner.   You scream in the middle of the night.  You shout out against the shuttering, the shuddering, the smouldering fire that is still burning in the pit of your stomach.
 
So this is shout out to all the shut-ins, all the little people, all the beautiful people, even...even all the ugly people who are rotting inside with their fictions and  ugly fake truths.  This is a shout out to the users, abusers, losers.
This is a shout to the wanted and the unwanted.  The born and the mercifully unborn.  The people whom I love and adore and treasure, who are so very dear to me, and for without them,
life would be so very much less than it is now. 
All we can do to survive is to love, and be kind, and try to make all of our lives better, and the  lives of others better. 
Because,  I truly believe, that is why we are here. 
To bring a little light into the darkness. 

Suckerpunch

I guess I should have seen it coming
Three of them and one of me
And there I was, a peaceful man
With a mouth that gets me into trouble
Gave me a black eye
Blood poured from my nose
and later I lost that tooth.
Plus the forty years of breathing funny
In retrospect, if I could’ve seen what was coming,
I would have said something much more clever.

Everyone is Howard Hughes

Everyone is Howard Hughes

Everyone is Howard Hughes

At the end, on the edge of the bed

Washing and wringing hands, 

dirty faces in the dim light 

Flickering fluckering in flux in flames, and the phone keeps ringing....

Is there anybody home?

It’s all about the Me In America

The I is silent

Unpronounceable

All those actors pretending to die

Rehearsing their desperate lines

Putting lives to memory

Impersonations of sad slideshow music

Play the blues forward

for the Red and the Unread,

the Unreachable,

the Dead and Deplorables,

the Unteachables, and The Great Unwashed.

There is no you in America.

But there is a whimpering I in America.

There is a self serving me in America.

Most of all there is a “they”

As in THEY want what we have!

A “they’re”

As in THEY'RE gonna get us!

 A “They’ve “

As in THEY’VE waited too long to save us!

Listen, we get one shot,

There is only one life that we can save.

Yes, there will be walls, tunnels,

silos, silver linings, and

a few beautiful halos.

And you will find so many

holes to fall into

Beds to fall out of

and yet here you are on hold

holed up in a Whole Foods

Waiting like Howard Hughes

For the end

Sitting on the edge of your bed

Slightly Intoxicated

Breezy Beautiful and

Perfectly Unrecognizable

Sporting fingernails grown long 

past recognition.

Conspiracy Theory 101- "If wishes were horses, then children would ride pangolins"

 "The truth is, we're not that dumb, and we're not that smart."

Donald Keough - Coca Cola

The internet was rocked today with rumors that Donald Trump was still alive.  After his sudden death in 2020, various conspiracy sites have claimed that Trump faked his own death, or at the least, his brain was being kept alive in a state of cryogenic arrest in a warehouse/ or tool shed, depending on the sources, in Florida.  These same sources, (thought to be funded by Venezuela) opine that Trump's Brain has been running the US for the past three years, which explain the frequents blackouts and mass-memory loss that have plagued Red States, since half their population was decimated in the Covid 19 pandemic.  

President Pence discounts all of these rumors, saying "if wishes were horses, then children would ride pangolins".  Pence, just returned from a 6 day conversion therapy workshop, and he ordered the Pink House to be returned to it's original White, stating it was a momentary phase, he was just being "festive" and should not to be confused with actual government White Wash policy. Pence is facing intense criticism for selling the US educational system to Bill Gates in 2021 to fund obscure military initiatives.

Meanwhile Gates has his own issues, as his independent candidacy for President, is increasingly coming under attack after his merger with Apple, now called SoftApple.   SoftApple stock is surging with the introduction of the I-Truth, a truth revealing gel, disguised as a hand sanitizer.  Parents can't get enough of this stuff!

Gate's candidacy was propelled by his purchase of the education system.  Children, enrolled in what used to be called Public Education, are now given Gates Revalued Educational Truth Sterilization Kits (Youth) to increase scores and passing.   GRETSKY, as it is better known, has revolutionized education in the US.  Recent test scores have soared to new records, and officially, the US has emerged from what scientists term THE STUPID YEARS, to what is being called NOT QUITE AS STUPID YEARS. 

Pence is facing a tough campaign year with Trump death deniers, Gates, and the dismal economy, which he inherited from the former President.  More than half of all registered Republicans were lost in what is now known as The Great Pandemic of 2020, when they refused to heed public health recommendations, and infection rates soared at the return of professional sports and Pearl Jam's unexpected fall tour in 2020. 

Still, there is some gallows humor among the Remains, or what the Republicans are now called.  Democratic candidate Chelsea Clinton is still mired in a Tik Tok scandal, while Don Lemon's candidacy was given a boost yesterday with the endorsement of former Speaker Nancy Pelosi's Brain.